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3.09.2014

I am loved.

Words. Are hard to find. To describe this last season of adventure. As this season has been coming to an end I have processing what father has taught me these last seven months. There is a heap of stuff to process, but in that I wanted to share one of the things that father has taught me. Father has been revealing to my heart this season that with him it is going to be alright. Through the sunshine, the storms, the bright lights and dark nights he is holding my hand. I have always struggled with seeing the pain, hurt more than where father fits in, but he has been revealing to me that he is more than enough and as long as my eyes are on him, my hand in his everything is worth it. He has really shown me that he is a real person. Someone willing to walk the hard road right beside you, . He doesn`t call you to something and then leave you as an orphan. He isn`t an absent father but a father to the fatherless. Father has been speaking to me that it is all about loving him. He just desires my love as a child, as a daughter. Simple. Love the father and he`ll fulfill the rest. That to me is amazing, that he spends his time pursuing me. Making sure I know that I am loved. I am loved. I am pursued. I am wanted. I am desired. I am beloved.

Descried. Encountered. Captivated.
Emptied. Filled. Imbued.
Hide. Hide away.
Broken. Rebuilt. Restored.
Tears. Tears run.
Orphan. Child. Daughter.
Peace. Peace come quickly.